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Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Edmond Wollmann's Secret Life Not So Secret On-Line


Unlike this fellow Markoff, who had himself fairly well covered of his secret life (at least he thought he did), Edmond Wollmann's paranoid schizophrenic delusional existence has been well documented on-line the past 10 years. How any woman could go to the extent of leaving me a voice mail defending Wollmann in suggesting he is innocent of my accusations is beyond me. If anything, it goes to the heart of the matter how women often support the darkest, most evil men of our culture in an attempt to make their victims look guilty of something. Turns out, evidence shows how Markoff was a fraud, a closet fag, searching for transsexuals on-line while he was planning to marry a woman of class and quality!

I've Got Some News - Voodoo Isn't a Crime in the United States

I certainly didn't take or create any of the suggestive voodoo photos in my recent posts. Of course I wish for this enemy Edmond Wollmann's life to end and that he suffer for his extremely vile on-line activities! I would enjoy hearing about Wollmann's death as much as I did a cop who tormented me long ago. I greatly enjoy witnessing my enemies fall as most all of them do. Such is why I could never be categorized as a Christian because I cannot comprehend how they believe one should pray for their enemies. I think praying for one's enemies goes totally against human nature and causes people to suppress their natural instincts. Anything that causes people to suppress what they feel is wrong.

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Voodoo or New Cyberstalking Legislation?

Tormented by Cyberstalker, Ropes & Gray Partner Drafts New Legislation on Online Libel
"As one of The American Lawyer's Star Laterals of 2008 -- Joan Lukey joined Ropes in June after 34 years at crosstown Boston rival Wilmer Cutler Pickering Hale and Dorr -- Lukey has tried more than 70 cases and become a renowned First Amendment lawyer.

But now she is trying to silence a cyberstalker, Leslie Sachs. He began targeting her after she obtained a court order against him on behalf of star client and noted crime novelist Patricia Cornwell in 2007." (Law.com Article)


In the ole wild west they just took men out like this and hung them! I knew the only way cyberstalking would ever really be addressed is if they went after attorneys enough on-line! From my point of view, even what this attorney is trying to do still isn't enough.

We need civil laws to deal with this problem NOW!!!!!! Cyberstalking libel is a lot like placing curses on people's lives. The victims only have voodoo as a means deal with it.


This photo metaphorically represents the activities of a cyberstalker to a victim's well being. It's like sticking a knife in his or her brain to write malicious lies for the world to see. The only real defense a victim has under today's legal system in the United States, is voodoo!

Friday, April 10, 2009

The Narcissism Epidemic; Living in the Age of Entitlement

A much needed book on recent studies in narcissism by Jean M. Tweng and W. Keith Campbell is about to be released this month The Narcissism Epidemic; Living in the Age of Entitlement.

This topic is of extreme importance to me and anyone who cares about our American culture. I admit I'm not well traveled and have limited experiences of people in life. However, wherever I've lived or worked it seems there is an overwhelming amount of those who only care about themselves while using others as objects to achieve their goals. This is just one facet of narcissism on a broad scale however. This narcissistic illness, as outlined throughout this blog related to a cyberstalker, is an extremely serious matter not to be taken lightly.


What makes this issue about narcissism so extremely serious is those who have the illness always remain in denial refusing to face they have any problem at all. As denoted throughout this blog, I've shown how narcissists have people work on their behalves to cover up their activities. I've had a roommate with this illness as well as a few coworkers and supervisors. My life has always been full of narcissists! They've done a lot of damage in the process while making it seem as if they're normal.

I've gravitated towards narcissists because I was raised by two of them, my parents who were involved in the television music entertainment arena for many years. I've had elements of the illness myself but have been growing out of it for many years. In the process of growing out of elements of the illness, I've allowed other narcissists to sabotage my life in many ways. My goal is to put a stop to it by not allowing them in my life. These narcissists network and invade privacy to obtain their goals of control over their victims.

One of the reasons I noted how destructive narcissism is to our culture is how someone with my level of musical talent could be so snuffed out and denied an opportunity to make a living as a singer. This, while much less talented people who aren't meant to sing as they have extremely limited vocal and musical abilities, network and manage to have some kind of support systems for a career. I've had a few accomplished composers and musicians confirm to me there are many bad singers who flourish due to their friend networks, money and political clout.

Narcissists Flourish in America

Narcissists flourish to make their dreams come true and use people to meet their goals. Real singers such as myself can easily be snuffed out by these narcissistic personalities. Our culture has become totally narcissistic and in love with narcissists like Madonna, Britney, etc. We've witnessed on American Idol how horrendously bad singers think themselves real singers! It's really narcissism rearing its ugly head. Those who really weren't put on earth with any real gift of song think they somehow were. These fraud types, wanting all the glory, abuse anyone who gets in their way.

I Was Supposed to Be Involved in Music

I got a statement on video from a professional jazz performer and composer, Michael Smolens, who said he believed I was put on earth to sing. I've played viola with some of today's great musicians who are playing violin with the Hollywood Bowl Orchestra and on albums who are even are chairs of major musician unions! I've played my viola with some extremely fine talented musicians in my youth at music camps. One conductor said my playing was the most improved of anyone in music camp within just two weeks due to my playing with future professional musicians! I've had scholarships to play with college musicians. I was raised on music.

So why aren't I involved in music anymore? The reason is simple - narcissists! Narcissists who networked early in my life who I didn't stand a chance to survive against. I was bombed a few times to devastate me financially. I was being oppressed by these people. I had a little chance of some kind of singing come back from 2004-2007 only for a narcissist to destroy my name online with severe malicious libel! He was the outgrowth of what an earlier narcissist had laid out the foundation for years prior. So, I learned theses pests network to support their narcissism entitlement clubs.

When people who can't really sing well use gimmicks and all kinds of stunts to entertain people, you realize that singing really isn't valued in our culture any longer. People don't really want fine singers anymore. It seems they want good entertainers like Madonna, Britney; it's all an outgrowth of narcissism rearing its ugly head.

Narcissists are Killing Off Good Singers' Careers!

The sad fact is, without good singers there is no harmony in life, no being in tune with reality. Good singers help us all tune into what's real. They sing in tune for a reason, they've tuned into something to help the rest of us. Our culture doesn't see value in singing in tune anymore! It's all about entertainment as the outgrowth of a shallow, narcissistic culture.


There's something genuinely beneficial to our culture when people sing well and in tune; however this is no longer a valued skill. Many singers have been greatly devalued no matter how well they sing. Such devaluation of good singers is a sign of a deteriorating culture due to extreme narcissists taking everything over. For instance, the late singer Karen Carpenter would have never made it in today's music industry climate as she barely made it back in the 70's to reach the people's ears who truly appreciated her voice and talent.

I had to place a password on my singing site because of a narcissist cyberstalker's activities! This was only the tip of the iceberg from the narcissists who took over my life long ago. Their goal is to always disconnect me from the public's attention to isolate me in some manner where they can have access to abuse me. That is always the goal of extreme narcissists.


Using Simple Logic - The Way Things Should Be

It's just natural for people who were obviously meant to sing, to sing. It's not natural for people who were not meant to sing, having no real vocal or established musical talents, to step all over those who were meant to sing, abusing them, sabotaging and attempting to bankrupt them. Sorry you can't sing well, that doesn't give you a right to sabotage others as you warp and pervert reality to try and make yourself the center of attention all the time.

The Narcissism Epidemic Book Site

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Chemtrails in San Francisco Changed Weather the Week of April 6, 2009

I've been noticing the skies in San Francisco have been unusually blue for several weeks much like in the movie Pleasantville. There seemed to be very little precipitation and it was causing me concern; no wind, no clouds, no nothing! Pure blue skies day after day along with 65-70 degree days seemed highly unusual to my senses.

A couple days ago on Monday, April 6, 2009, I looked up to note a change in the sky, but it wasn't natural clouds as one might expect. It was chemtrails lingering and spreading out for hours in the sky! I even sent an email to the Chronicle about it. At the time I was wondering if the spraying was going to affect my health. In fact, today I'm not feeling well. Within a just few hours, later in the afternoon the skies turned into rain clouds.

Today's Alex Jones program (linked to in the sidebar of this blog) dealt with the various chem trail issues featuring Rosalind Peterson from CaliforniaSkywatch.com. It was very interesting. I'll post a video link to it as soon as it becomes available.

Rosalind Peterson is the California President and Co-Founder of the Agriculture Defense Coalition (ADC), formed in 2006 to protect agricultural crop production from uncontrolled experimental weather modification programs, atmospheric heating and testing programs, and ocean and atmospheric experimental geoengineering programs.

Rosalind tells her story of how she came onto the chemtrail issue on her about page. Here's a clip:

What I saw on March 27, 2002, changed my life. What I have learned since that day and continue to learn is astounding. And it leads me to invite you to become a sky watcher, to educated yourself, keep an open mind about what you will see and ask questions.

My log book goes on and on – pages of notes, video tape, and thousands of pictures. Documented there is the dying of the trees—here and across the United States—the loss of our clear, deep-blue skies, the awareness of "global dimming", atmospheric heating and testing programs, like HAARP...and a myriad of weather modification programs. The log book is enormous. The documents keep piling up denoting programs and campaigns by the hundreds and thousands. (About link)


Alex Jones is now working on a big chemtrail film and is calling on his listeners to send in video clips of their hunting them down. Next time I'm going to get video footage of these chemtrails. Here's a clip from my former boyfriend from the early 1980's discussing his research and the effects the spraying had on his family. According to these people, our government is spraying various chemicals to alter the weather that is having an affect on agriculture, plants, human health and the oceans.

While I'm at it, I want to comment on another lazy well stuffed blob I worked with at Baker & McKenzie LLP who mocked my concern with chemtrails. In another example, according to her, the profit levels made by Exxon and the like were normal as well. Funny how I had to wake her up at her desk one day. The poor thing was sleeping in the morning hours, dozing off with her head on her shoulder; probably exhausted from all that intense research she had done on chem trails and oil company profits!


Here is a chemtrail info video from Alex Jones posted a few months ago:


Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Disengaging From and Exposing Malignant Narcissists

I think my former gay friend I broke off with a few months ago, John, is a narcissist. I keep getting invitations from Linkedln for his business network as one example. He never apologized for what I believed to be serious violations against my wishes not to meet nor become involved with his criminal element lover who stole his credit card. Yet one day around Christmas, he casually introduced me as I walked from the store, while pointing me out to someone he had spoken of as potentially dangerous. I literally spent hours on the phone with John during his hard times with this guy. He had me convinced he wasn't seeing him anymore.

After I expressed to John how upset I was at this unappreciated introduction, I received no apology. Later, when I came across John in the stairwell of our building, he made no attempt to apologize. The past few months he had come over for dinner on Saturday nights. We had taken walks together around town. We even attended parties for the holidays together!

So now after I broke off with John, I'm receiving invitations to his business network? At first I thought it was a mistake, but the fact is I keep getting follow-up emails. I've since deduced John only cares about himself, that I was being used all along. He's not a huge narcissist, but enough of one to come to my attention to possibly cause me a liability with his criminal friend.

Five years ago I helped John move into my building who the building manager most likely wouldn't have allowed to move in without my recommendation. Since then, he's caused her a few problems. She had to replace one of his window screens his criminal friend damaged from hanging out smoking on the fire escape. He's also insisted on giving the building's front door key to his creepy dangerous friend and allowing him to raid the garage for the free used stuff we set out.


Disengage ASAP at the Earliest Signs of Being Used by a Narcissist

One of my main weaknesses in life has been cooperating with narcissists and not standing up to them. In the past I've been far too nice and cooperative with my enemies to assist in sabotaging my life. I tried getting back in one's face, a roommate, in 1999 and I got a 3 foot restraining order for it. You have to know how to stand up to these people without getting into trouble. One of their tricks is always making it look like you're the one with the problem.


It's important when you recognize who your enemies are, to no longer cooperate with them. If that means exploiting their vulnerabilities after they caused you a lot of harm, then so be it. For instance, in my last post I disclosed a former supervisor deliberately set me up and enjoyed my continual devastation in my coming up short for a job as a temp-to-perm candidate. She had a huge fat behind that was disproportionate with the rest of her body obvious to everyone as she behaved on the level of a teenager in high school. She took pleasure in sabotaging me at a law firm where I had invested 5 months of my life to obtain a job I had originally only committed 4 weeks to. Therefore, she has forever become Ms. Fat Ass on this blog.

I've noted the smallest things will set a narcissist off:
  • If I don't cooperate in giving my full attention and servitude to their liking, they will somehow seek revenge. Narcissistic women in particular are this way.

  • I'm in an everyday conversation and all they talk about is themselves having little regard for me. If they do ask about me, it's scripted and designed to humiliate. For instance, they've rambled on about their grandiose life accomplishments and even request I look them up on Google! They then immediately follow-up to ask what I've done in my life.

  • If I unintentionally cross female narcissists in the smallest way, who most often occupy management positions, they will lash out by getting me unjustly fired or holding an unreasonable grudge. Men tend to be less obvious, they will more likely withdraw and punish in other ways.

It's important to recognize these kind of narcissists right away and disengage from them if possible. They will sucker you in only to exploit and use up your life. They don't care anything about you whatsoever. After they're done with you, they will discard you like a piece of garbage.

Both my parents were narcissists. Such is why I've gravitated towards serving narcissists and because they know how to keep their victims hooked on believing they have something genuine to offer in return. I want to preface I don't believe former actress Kristy McNichol as someone I adored and designed a website about in 2003, to be a one of these extreme narcissists I'm referring to on this blog. I'm certain from the evidence that KM doesn't want to be worshipped or adored by people, just to be treated as an ordinary citizen.

It's
normal for many of us to have some characteristics of narcissism due to the culture we live in. What I'm referring to in this blog is the extreme cases often referred to as "malignant narcissists." They cause a lot of damage to people's lives and should be exposed whenever possible. Though John isn't a MN, he has enough of a problem to pose a potential liability which is why I feel justified in ending my friendship with him.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Top Trends Forecaster Gerald Celente's Latest Predictions and Interviews Displayed in an Exciting New Playlist Video Player by Embedr





I have a few of these players already on this blog but I thought it would be helpful to place one of them in a blog post for the Google search engine's sake. This handy dandy little video player will play up to 20 videos and centralize video libraries into one location.

This particular video player library features top trends forecaster Gerald Celente. There are many more videos I could include but I chose to provide the most recent predictions such as the coming economic collapse of 2009 and the ultimate collapse of worldwide economies by 2012. Of course, I can always add videos to my playlist which will become a centralized place for anyone to visit to view Celente's latest videos. It plays videos seamlessly.

Friday, April 3, 2009

Evil Incarnate PETA Killing 95% of Animals it Purports to Save for Adoption

This blog is shifting gears now that Edmond Wollmann's been completely exposed which was its main goal (besides my ultimate need to vent). I'm going to take advantage of Google's search engine recognizing this blog's articles quickly and at a good ranking to promote my favorite causes. So, from here on out I will be writing about various animal and other charitable causes, as well as developing a few of the themes of this blog such as the epidemic of narcissism.

After learning about how people can operate with evil intent behind professional images, I'm not surprised to learn
PETA is really a front for an animal killing machine. I suspected PETA was a fraud a while back and now it's being confirmed. They do these stunts for the public to get millions in contributions but behind the scenes they are slaughtering the animals given to them for adoption purposes.

According to The Center for Consumer Freedom (CCF), PETA killed a whopping 95% of pets in its care awaiting adoption.

CCF questioned the fact that PETA doesn’t operate an adoption shelter despite a $32 million annual budget. David Martosko, CCF’s research director, called PETA a “hypocritical killing machine.”


“Since killing pets is A-OK with PETA, why should anyone listen to their demands about eating meat, using lab rats for medical research or taking children to the circus?” Martosko said. Article Link