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Friday, February 14, 2014

Every Day is Valentine's Day In Heaven

On this Valentine's Day as a newly saved Christian, I'd like to bring up personal a observation of how American men of the world seem to really be going through a crisis due to the nation's steady collapse and their growing loss of status and prestige because of it.  Additionally, I've noted the pastor of my new church is focused on a month long series addressing sex, porn and relationships using statistics of high divorce rates among non-believers and Christians.

I'm preparing to provide my witness testimony video of my being saved by Jesus Christ.  My relationship with God is no longer in question and no cyber stalker or non-believer can change this fact with their twisted ideas.  My last blog post addressed a typical insecure male who any typical non-believing woman would support in his wanting authority over my life.  He used such words as "truth", "rebuke" and "God" addressing a body building article that was on this blog prior to my being saved.  Like the other satanists, he posed as a victim of my article and was in complete denial that I addressed his comments professionally that he was out of line for continuing to contact me.

These type of men of authority continually want to hijack God in my life and create a spirit of rebellion in me as if they have the ultimate authority. They do not follow Jesus but their own power based on ignorance.  I consider the person who contacted me was really a disembodied demonic spirit because it claimed some kind of power and authority over my life. He kept lying that he used his real name to contact me and provided false pretenses for why he had nothing to hide.

This demonic spirit that contacted me a few days ago worked through some lonely man around Valentine's Day who, instead of turning to God for His own salvation, played the false role of a servant of God with authority over me.  For those women who don't know God's Word they become true victims of these mentally ill men.  I've been set free of these kind of malicious, deceptive lying spirits that create false roles and illusions to get into my mind.

I've been set free through the power and blood of Jesus of these vicious, evil sick men who will never ever let up in their allowing demonic spirits to rule their lives.  They're nothing but puppets for Satan who are headed for eternal hell. I pity the women who give these fools power over their lives for the sake of authority and raw unabated power. It's all meaningless and hateful what these men are doing, quite fruitless.

I've been celibate since 1986, I'm no man or woman's sweetheart because I belong to God.  I was meant to be a virgin. I  am a child of God.  Men have a tough time with this wanting to try and torment me.  My question for these men and the women who support them is since I'm clearly going to heaven thanks to accepting what Jesus did for me at the cross, where are they going after they leave this earth?  We cannot achieve our own salvation any other way then through Jesus.

I haven't taken down my former blog posts in my pre-Christian sect because they attract an audience that thereby gets the message of Jesus as the true Messiah.  God can use these things for His purpose.

Sunday, February 9, 2014

A Psycho's Emails From The University of Colorado's Campus

The following provides a good example of a typical fabricated script cyber stalking men use to harass and annoy their targeted victims. They attempt to make their victim believe they have a strong belief about something they use as a cloak of their true intentions.

The guy below contacted me late Saturday night. I'm listing his emails here that fit the pattern of the other three cyber stalkers I've encountered, specifically Rick Lazzarini in particular, who all follow a script of false accusations, harassment, thereafter accusing their victim of harassing them. This fits a script I've seen repeated three times now of an apparent protocol of cyber stalkers' behavior. It always surrounds issues of power, control and domination over their victim that they must win at all costs.

This guy contacted me under a fake name of Chad Waddington using a Disqus account that he signed up for specifically in order to post comments to my blog post.   Here are his comments on my blog post from 2010 about body building addicts that is one of my top visited posts on this blog you can check out in the sidebar.  I have a total of two posts on this blog addressing this topic and clearly am not claiming to be any expert or specialist on the subject.   My posts were related to addictive behaviors not an expose on the accuracy of whether body builder photos are embellished and fake.  The simple fact remains many professional body builders are addicted to their craft to the point of extremes.

Please note that Chad was distraught and wanted to give me a hard time.  I tried my best to professionally respond and he just wouldn't let up because he contacted me for other ulterior reasons.

Chad Waddington Comment #1

You need to stop writing about this subject intermediately. With every post your ignorance becomes more clear. Of course some are photoshoped, that fact is obvious even without a quick internet search verifying the fact. Secondly: you really think you can sue someone because they photoshoped a photo of you!? I've got news for Jay Leno then, he's in a world of trouble. Finally if you "have no way of knowing if they're real or not" THEN DON'T POST THEM AS FACT!! That seems so obvious that I would have thought it would go without saying. Guess it needed to be said, so there it is: stop posting about things you have no way of knowing the truth about. This page says it has 1.3m views, if that's true than you own it to the people who read your posts to do better than this. A ll this post does is spread ignorance and perpetuate the belief that lifting turns you into a freak.
12:10 p.m., Saturday Feb. 8

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  • cherylmeril 02/08/14 12:40 PM
    Do I? My slant on this article was an addiction to body building as well as my personal fears of women who partake in glorifying their flesh I instinctively perceive as bullies after power of some sort.
    Your request is unreasonable and taken way too seriously since I'm clearly stating my view and opinions in this article. I let you all work out credibility in the comments sections.







  • Chad Waddington comment response 02/08/14 04:22 PM
    You're right, the best approach to these types of things is for you to post whatever nonsense you feel like without verifying any of the facts and then let your readers do all your work for you. It's much better to just post whatever you feel like (regardless of the fact that it's false) and trust that people will point out your mistakes and that others will read the truth in the comments. What a joke. Get some credibility. You owe your readers far more than this devil may care about the truth attitude.

Message # 2 Chad Waddington

What a joke. Some of these are WELL KNOWN photoshop fakes. Even if they weren't extremely well known (which they are) the fact that the body proportions are so horribly wrong should tip off anyone qualified to write anything about women's health. I mean, Christ look at the last one. Do you really thing his arms are bigger around than his waist!? Or that the forearm and tricep is even capable of that kind of development (even with steroids?) This post does the EXACT OPPOSITE of what the author intends. No women will be encouraged to lift as a result of this and many more will be scared away. If the author cares anything at all about informing women this post should be deleted immediately.
12:03 p.m., Saturday Feb. 8

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  • cherylmeril 02/08/14 04:30 PM
    As I stated previously, this article was about body building addictions and I have no way of vetting out photoshop work. If you'd like to do your own article on my post you're certainly welcome. I did not put up the article to deceive anyone and genuinely believed the photos to be true. I have no reason to suspect why anyone would photoshop someone's body that is unlawful as a copyright violation of intellectual property that belongs to a professional body builder in competition.
    The other thing is, you have chosen a fake name and your only posts on Disqus have been on this article under that name, you seem disturbed over my dismay with body building addictions and that's something you should probably deal with because this article's been up a long time and you're the only one whose become emotionally disturbed by it.
    The University of Colorado likely wouldn't view your use of its computer system with any favor and you are bordering on a policy violation I could report based on the IP address and time of these posts.

Message #3 - Chad Waddington

Well let's see. 1st I just stumbled across this site and your post today. 2ndThis is my real name, since you are so overwhelmed by my pointing out your obvious error that you felt the need to look up my IP address ( I never made any attempt to hide my identity, the fact that you think I have shows an alarming degree of paranoia). Feel free to contact the University regarding my computer use I feel no reason at all to hide what I have written and stand by my rebuke of your post. Feel free to do whatever you want in fact. Someone who puts the truth and their own thoughts in such low regard isn't worth the time it takes to argue with.
The fact that you would feel the need to threaten me because I pointed out an obvious error (which was pointed out to you already and you ignored it) shows a very low level of self esteem in my opinion. Why on earth would you go to the effort to look up my IP and claim I'm using a fake name (I assume to try distract from the real issue and discredit me for some reason?) rather than just fix the errors in your post?
I am well aware of how to use a Tor proxy server to hide my IP if I ever wanted to, (Blogger note: I viewed this as a veiled threat) and I certainly wouldn't post under my own name or link to my google account if I was hiding. Seriously. I pointed out your obvious error, and was rightfully disturbed by the fact that it was pointed out to you already and yet you did nothing about it.
Rather than threatening people who point out your mistakes you might want to think about fixing them. That's all I've got to say on the matter. If you honestly think the best response to criticism is to plug your ears and yell threats there's clearly no getting through to you. I've met enough people like that.
Feel free to contact the University if you think that is really the mature adult thing to do. I'm sure the system administrators will be very interested to know you find it against the Universities policy for a student to point out the errors on your posts. Honestly, I can't image a more immature response to someone pointing out your mistakes. Clearly this community is not one I want to be a part of. I prefer to openly discuss ideas and investigate the truth, not threaten and slander those who point out my mistakes. Good day to you.
10:42 p.m., Saturday Feb. 8

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From Blog Author:

In case you aren't understanding, you have been banned from posting on my blog. Your threat to use a proxy server to contact me along with your other false fake contacts have been forwarded to the Boulder Campus Police along with the time you wrote me from the campus. You have no business contacting me, your contacts are unwanted and irrational.

I've had many commentators over the years, you are the only one in many years to exhibit Satan's qualities.  You stick out as a sociopath looking for victims to target with your charade.  An FBI complaint will be filed next due to your abuse of the Internet and threat to use an anonymous proxy.  You pathetic sinner, turn to God for forgiveness because you're headed straight for eternal hell and your spirit's being convicted from these activities.


Message #4 - Chad Waddington


Really Cheyrl?

I never hid any part of my identity from you or from anyone else. I never threatened you in any way shape or form. You were the one who said I was trying to hide. I said "I'm NOT trying to hide from you. I know how to if I wanted to but I don't need to because I stand by my comments." I used my real name, my real IP, and never hid any part of my identity from anyone. The whole point of the comment was to point out that it was easy for you to find me because I was NOT hiding anything and was NOT threatening you. I never attempted to find out ANY information about you. I never looked up YOUR IP or threatened you in the way you have threatened me. I didn't attempt to find your e-mail or your location as you have so doggedly done to me. I never even swore at you! 

The fact that you feel the need to go to the police and the FBI after ONE contact with a person you have never met and that you have had ONE interaction with displays a paranoia that blows my mind. If I had known I was speaking with someone so fragile that the correction of the mistakes made in ONE article would literally send that person over the edge I would never have written them. I thought I was speaking with a stable rational adult. 

I said in my last post on your blog that I had nothing more to say on the matter and intended to leave it at that. The fact that you banned me is fine by me, I considered the conversation closed already. The fact that you feel the need to go to the police because of a verbal disagreement, and then find the person's e-mail, call me a sociopath, a "pathetic sinner," and to have "Satan's qualities" shows a deep deep psychological problem. Please do not contact me in any way ever again unless it is to sincerely apologize for your harsh, vehement, and unwarranted words and actions. If you do so I will go to the police and consider you to be stalking me with intent to harm me.



Chad


PS What "other false fake contacts!?" I never even heard of your blog before yesterday!! I stumbled across it while looking for some motivational articles for my wife who is just beginning to get into weight lifting as an exercise! I never even heard the name Cheryl Meril as of 48 hours ago! Also, I just now realized you blog is supposed to be about Jesus....this is by far the farthest thing from the love of Jesus I can imagine. 


FM: CM
12:42 PM (1 hour ago)
to Chad
You are a liar and of Satan.  I've had this blog since 2007 and you are the only one other than obvious cyber stalkers who has contacted me disguised as someone who cares about a body building article when it's clear you are working out your own issues.  You need a girlfriend, wife and God, and you are contacting a saved Christian woman with false accusations against her.  

Stop writing me and I haven't read much of your last long winded mentally ill posts.  They're all being forwarded the campus police.

Chad Waddington final response

1:04 PM (1 hour ago)
to CherylM
Very well. I have contacted the police and reported your threats, abuse, and stalking to disqus.com as well. I will be pressing criminal charges if you continue to harass me.

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I rest my case, these are the tactics and patterns of the enemy to falsely accuse and brainwash their victims to make them think they did something terribly wrong to them, then after they were stood up to for their bullying they have the AUDACITY to falsely accuse their victims of harassing them!  Psychopaths!




Thursday, February 6, 2014

Not Lovin It! The Bank Levies! The Psychopaths!

Over the past few months I've been steadily building my case of the evil that's been done to me by wicked men who networked together to attempt to steal every cent of my money when I was trying to be a singer starting back in 2007.

I will continue to build my case on my YouTube channels and on this blog of the evil Satan inspired psy-op that was perpetrated against me when I tried to get back into singing.  I was working part time at the law firm of Keesel Young & Logan in 2007 working on becoming a local jazz singer with jazz pianist and composers Michael Smolens (see my video with Michael Smolens) and Ken Muir.  I tried to let the law firm's support staff person who liked my singing know some crazy psychopaths were cyber stalking me.  I was laid-off shortly thereafter.

The video below is one of my earliest recordings from 2007 when I first took up singing and songwriting.  Lovin It was a songwriting collaboration between myself and Chris Christopherson who wrote the music and played the instruments.  I wrote the lyrics and provided vocals.




Eight years after I recorded this demo song, Edmond Wollmann is continually levying my bank accounts that started from a cyber gang based psy-op in which I was lured after two years into filing a lawsuit for defamation. The San Diego Superior Court turned out to be in on the psy-op issuing a huge default judgment against me in a cross-complaint months after the 90 day statute had expired months prior. Two attorneys told me my case was over, Cathy Kazemi, Esq. who I hired on an hourly basis and Timothy Walton Esq. Cathy told me she also contacted the court clerk who wouldn't give her any information on a cross-complaint hearing.   After I responded to the pro se complaint, it was taken off the court ledger.  I figured it was because the statute expired and attorney Timothy Walton, Esq. told me "as far as I'm concerned the case is over" after I called for his client to be a witness in my defense. 

Later these evil men networked through a gang of lawyers including Joseph F. Hart, Esq. and two other attorneys who worked with him, along with a key player, Judge Robert C. Longstreth in the San Diego judicial system.  There was no protection for me from these men and their devious activities. They disregarded key facts and used Rick Lazzarini as a Hollywood horror movie special effects man (Nightmare on Elm Street, Freddie films, Alien, etc) to harass me to no end first posing as Edmond Wollmann, then getting him involved in the harassment with a blog. Mr. Lazzarini took Mr. Wollmann's former AOL address that he lost due to mischief.  He began impersonating Mr. Wollmann with it and the court could have cared less in its approval of this criminal activity.  These men believed I was well to do because of where I live and the money I forked out for an expensive microphone and musicians but they were wrong. 

The actions of Edmond Wollmann indicate he clearly wants me out in the streets destitute and dead.  Let this blog and my YouTube Channels be on record as documenting my state of mind during the time these cyber stalkers first began their activities starting in 2006 through Joel Sean Gray.  All this happened because I tried to be a singer and had a singing blog about my progress as I promoted local musicians.  I just wanted to sing!

As a repented reborn Christian, I'm becoming very familiar with the tactics of the enemy, these men are clearly possessed by demonic spirits and their actions are entirely irrational and alien. They're like thoughtless machines programmed by Satan to destroy! They see nothing wrong with what they've done, the judicial system completely supported their roles in overlooking facts making them out to be poor persecuted martyr victims. I gave two warning letters prior to the lawsuit to Mr. Wollmann he admitted to ignoring. These wicked people feel entirely justified to be carrying on with a plan to destroy my life and Mr. Wollman's attorney Gary Bemis Esq. in Riverside, CA is not letting up on the irrational monthly levies to my bank accounts!

Each day I pray and I take up the spiritual warfare scriptures in His Word and know the level of darkness from these evil demons that possess these greedy men's souls is significantly dangerous.

Darkness, Spiritual
God’s Word enlightens us (Psalm 119:105)
The way of wicked people is darkness (Proverbs 4:19)
Jesus brings light to darkened lives (John 1:5)
Living without God is living in spiritual darkness (Acts 26:17–18)
Christians do not live in spiritual darkness (Ephesians 5:8)
God rescued us from eternal darkness (Colossians 1:13)
There is no darkness in Jesus (1 John 1:5)
Sinners’ eternal punishment will be in darkness (Jude 1:4–13)


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Saturday, February 1, 2014

Evidence Mark Dice Has Sold His Soul to the Illuminati Dark Side



(Note the powers at be took down the entire Courageous Nerdz Channel a few days ago after I posted this.) This long video shows Mark Dice participating in a trance like occult based talk with his tongue mimicking reptiles while communicating telepathically.  

Activist and Illuminati author Mark Dice has apparently been taken over by demonic spirits while participating in occult practices.  This happens when those not fully equipped with knowledge and the application of Word of God through the Holy Spirit become subject to demonic attacks they can't withstand on their own. Those who aren't fully committed to following Jesus will be possessed and taken over like this by Satan's demons. 

You're either 100% committed to following and obeying God through Jesus and the Holy Spirit or that .1% of you means you're in Satan's kingdom. Mr. Dice needs to begin following Jesus and repent of participating in the occult or he will go to eternal hell like every other ignorant person.  It doesn't matter how good one believes themselves to be, God is the only Judge and those who don't fear and obey Him are in great danger of ending up in eternal hell.

The best of people based on human standards end up in hell because they're ignorant of God's Word and the nature of the enemy we face. Such people include Barbra Streisand whose purportedly interested in a duet album with the likes of the top evil diva's of our times including Lady Gaga.  Barbra's about the all mighty dollar and her political affiliations with evil wicked politicians speaks volumes of her true character beyond vocal abilities.  God's not like American Idol where one's voice gets them into the gates of heaven Barbra!



The late widely celebrated Christian Pastor Derek Prince explains the nature of Satan Kingdom's in the clearest terms available.

According to the late deliverance Christian Pastor Derek Prince, Satan's kingdom's real in the second heaven, God's kingdom is the first heaven above it.  Only true Christians will enter heaven and very few will do so thanks to the enormous influences of Satan who rules our world with his demonic spirits. If you're not a Christian following Jesus you are currently under the helm of Satan headed for hell.  God wants to forgive and restore all of us but can only do so if we obey His Word that clearly spells out for us what we need to do to be in His Book of Life.  If you die without being found in the Book of Life you will be cast down into hell where you'll be with Satan forever.  This is very real, very serious.  Please get right with God, time's running out!


Applicable scriptures:

Submit to God and resist the devil - James 4:7


Ephesians 1:10-18
The Whole Armor of God
10 A final word: Be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. 11 Put on all of God’s armor so that you will be able to stand firm against all strategies of the devil. 12 For weare not fighting against flesh-and-blood enemies, but against evil rulers and authorities of the unseen world, against mighty powers in this dark world, and against evil spirits in the heavenly places.
13 Therefore, put on every piece of God’s armor so you will be able to resist the enemy in the time of evil. Then after the battle you will still be standing firm. 14 Stand your ground, putting on the belt of truth and the body armor of God’s righteousness. 15 For shoes, put on the peace that comes from the Good News so that you will be fully prepared.16 In addition to all of these, hold up the shield of faith to stop the fiery arrows of the devil.17 Put on salvation as your helmet, and take the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.
18 Pray in the Spirit at all times and on every occasion. Stay alert and be persistent in your prayers for all believers everywhere.*